Monthly Archives: March 2013

Things to do today

Things to do today Clean house Buy birthday gift for a child I dislike. Be a miserable self-hating alcoholic and achieve nothing. But that’s always on the list. Every day. It’s been a bad week.  No sign of it getting … Continue reading

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Down Sizing

I am waiting for the letting agents to arrive with a prospective tenant for the doll’s house we have been renting in the gap between selling the old family home in Essex and buying the new house in London. I … Continue reading

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No Miracles

Of course as soon as I posted about not wanting to drink; I wanted to drink. 90% of a bottle of red.  Which I did not enjoy. Which I drank anyway and ate crap with and stayed up late.  And … Continue reading

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Miracles?

Seven alcohol free days out of the last eight, with a scant glass of red wine on the non-sober day. And with no struggle.  Somehow being ill last week seems to have broken the habit of nightly drinking, or to … Continue reading

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Day 2 Sober

Day 2 sober and I have a bitch of a cold. Every bit of my aches, I can’t stop coughing and my nose is blown raw.  But it is ok.  It is not a hangover.  And on the plus side … Continue reading

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Ill but happy

I dragged my weary carcass into London yesterday blaming my intractable headache on some, ahem wine the night before and my aching body on the gym the day before.  But it turned out I really was sickening for something ‘flu-like. … Continue reading

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Headache

As usual I woke with a headache.  My hair needs washing but I will go out looking like a bedraggled mess anyway.  Because I am sick of pretending that everything is ok. Meeting my gf at 10 then going to … Continue reading

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