Woman drinks tea. Not exactly headline news in the normal world. But then this isn’t quite the normal world. So it’s headline news in my world. I have little to say except that the tea is good. It is still … Continue reading
How to say it? Day one again. There cannot be anyone more stupid or self loathing than I am today. It is impossible. I got through Friday night and didn’t drink. I got through a birthday party on Saturday … Continue reading
Quietly going about my business on day 12. It’s been another brutally busy week and although half term is upon us, I have a deadline for a huge piece of work looming in 3 weeks so I can’t afford the … Continue reading
Diet coke. No wine, even though a glass was poured for me. No actual cravings to drink. Instead a really strong desire not to throw my days away, to keep what I have – the feelings of relief, strength, happiness … Continue reading
So here I am: peaceful, happy, deeply grateful and with a load removed from my heart and mind, sober on day 10. It feels like an age, but in a good way. The gift of time. But now is … Continue reading
Not much to report chez Secret Place and that is good. Day 8 has been successfully navigated and I am Getting Things Done. Which is a novelty for me. Feeling relieved and happy and calm and purposeful about being sober. … Continue reading
Day 6. Catching up with life after a painfully busy week. Not beating myself up about the chores. The ironing has no best before date.